I opened up my door and my room was very silent. I saw my boyfriend's jersey. My tears kept falling because I miss him so bad. I let my tears fall for awhile and hugged his shirt. I tried to convince myself to think of doing something and divert my emotions. I wash my underwears and clean up my room. I took a half bath while waiting for my boyfriend's phone call from Thailand. My boyfriend did not call me yet. I turned on my laptop and send him an email to call me tomorrow,Then I opened up my blogs and release my emotions.
